You were thinking it too.

So. I don’t know who needs to hear this but the time is now.

All that Ill start tomorrow stuff is dead.

All that I’m afraid what people think shit is dead.

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Living in fear has me feeling this way right now. I am afraid to say “I want to have a blog, I want to have a baby resale shop, I want to own a food truck.” But why?

Jumping into new ideas may be hard, but not as hard as it is to stay in the same place in life (and watch others pass you by). I mean how many of us let great ideas slip past us, to only see somebody else on social media actually going after their dreams. The only difference between you and them is that they actually tried and didn’t give up after every fail.

This is where I am now, doing things that make me feel uncomfortable. Doing things that I previously would shy away from because of fear. I am not in fear anymore.

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I’ve been following a horoscope page on Instagram that is always spot on, she reads me for cleanliness everytime. She let me know at the beginning of quarantine that EVERYTHING I WANT AND NEED is on the other side of fear, and that that old way of thinking needs to be uprooted before I can be planted any damn where.

Instagram, since I’ve stopped being a scaredy cat, has been one of the most encouraging tools since I stopped playing small. Connecting with people and brands that will propel me forward, I also interact with accounts with positive affirmations that help get me to the next space mentally. I follow accounts that inspire me to create and that serve as proof that I can do this!!

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Before I went to sleep last night the last Facebook post I read was “Being broke is hard, being rich is hard choose your hard.” Like I felt like he was yelling at me lol (not yelling) but speaking directly to me.

And it’s been like that since I took my first step. It’s like the universe is showing me I’m where I am supposed to be by the people I’m interacting with on SM and the scenarios I’m now finding myself in.

It’s not just on social media either. We are getting ready to go to AZ next week, which I thought was random until today. Apparently there is something in Sedona that is calling me, even though I hadn’t heard of the place before last weeks Google search. Anywho, it wasn‘t until today that I realized that the background I picked for my newly restored Mac was

THE EXACT TYPE OF THING IM TRYNA SEE IN AZ.

You see? So if you just say “I trust you, I will follow you” you will be lead somewhere!

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I’m writing this because every single morning before I can thank God for the day the devil tries to steal my joy. When we just had the baby worries over money sent me into a downward spiral that almost took me out. Now, we don’t have any (serious) money worries, we have what we need and can pay all our bills, but for some reason that old way of thinking creeps in every morning and tries to convince me of scarcity, that I don’t have the power to do what I need to do in life. If I listen to it it sets the tone for the whole day, for the rest of my life.

I would like to say “Screw You” to that energy, you don’t have space in my life. Since I actually started the blog I FEEL CONFIDENT IN IT and whether I get 2 reads or not, I will keep on because I’m finally in my purpose (Which is writing snarky blogs and baby fashion apparently 🙈).

Me dapping myself up for finally showing up.

That’s all I ever prayed for, for God to let me know exactly what He wants from me.

Since I am naturally an oversharer I just wanted to share that with you. I know now, that in 6 months my life will be different from this moment. The last 5 months have proved that to me. Facing the tough stuff head on, clearing out the cobwebs and making space for abundance in my life is all I’m ready to do.

Idk who needs to hear this but I support you and the world needs you to be your best self.

Love always.

XoXo

Zally